The pain and anguish that comes from looking at pornography while being entrenched in Mormonism could have destroyed my teenage years.
I’m not sure why it didn’t, maybe just because humans are at times surprisingly resilient.
Remember, we have victory in Christ, and no matter what you do, that doesn’t change God’s unconditional love for you.
It’s a little funny, but after I talked few months ago with Mormons about the concept of grace, and how they have to be perfect so that grace is sufficient, or a verse from BOM says that “we are saved by grace after all we can do” I now know better how much grace means to me, and how impossible would it be to save myself through my works.
This masturbation is really wrecking my life and i cant stop it, so hopefully chemical castration will work for me.